the 1st batch.

ohh crap bad news ....
i may not go to NS...
ohhh shit...
my mom says that if the goverment puts me the 2nd or 3rd batch..
is a no go...
ohh CRAPPP!!!!
i wanna go laa....
you people better put me on the 1st batch list or i'll start an anarchy at town !!!
ish~
ish ish~
i really wanna go...
please...
please...
please...
i wanna be ZOHAN =)))
other that old woman part...



X((((((((((




~SOUR TIMES~

the friend and the girl. =(

I'll be lying if i say I'm happy...








~SOUR TIMES~

Ouch.

I seem to sink into the sound of the falling rain.
This promise is whose dream, who is this dream for?

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
It's this way, isn't it?

When our hands are clutched together,
There is this unknown scent coming from the opposite one.
Although I can breathe normally, I seem to crumble eventually.
If you could love me deeper than just those words
I could believe only you standing before me.
In the suddenly showing past, the times we would touch,
Could not fill the fragile emptiness, floating on those tears.

Although I find comfort in this peace,
You, who are beside me, are breaking from my inside.

I want to see all of you. I want to love all of you.
The answer is drowning in a smile.
You don't love the everyday shadow, when it was lost.
We carry those bounds that I can't let disappear.

Even though I threw those words at you, if you could love me
I could believe only you, standing before me.
The suddenly shown past, hurts every time you touch me
I want to love you to my inner emptiness.
Because I won't let you notice how I wipe my tears
There is nothing else to laugh about in front of me.

It's not the two of us, concealing this means the good bye
How I wish it to be us together crying at this farewell
More than thinking back about it, I would like you to forget
And put me in this empty space.
Don't chase those long passed days.

Don't leave anything more than what's already left.
At least…
I hold onto this good bye, as I fall asleep
And the faint heat vanishes like tobacco.

The days that won't return, the person I loved

the meaning of the song CALM ENVY by GAZETTE....
ouch...

~SOUR TIMES~

i wrote this. translate.

나는 거리의 맞은편에 당신을 보았다
당신은 온아하게 무용하고 있었다
그 매끄러운 흑발
그리고 매혹적인 파란 눈
저 매 시간 나의 발 떨어져 저를 두드린다
당신이 말할 때마다
나가 다른 것을 말하고 있었다 처럼 이다
아름다운 무언가

나가 원하는 모두는 당신이었다
당신
나는 시에 아무 좋도도 없고 또는 위로 일렬로 세운다 쑤신다
그러나 나는 십년간과 세기까지 이용된 선을 알고 있다
전통 무언가
그러나 강하고 강력한 무언가
이렇게, XXX 나가 말하고 싶은 모두

사랑해요

~SWEET TIMES~

ring a bell ?.

~SWEET TIMES~

dreaming.

~SWEET TIMES~

debts.

time to pay the debts . =) .


Rules: The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog. If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

It's a She. Ever mention i like it SIMPLE ???

1) to be herself.

2) loyal.

3) to always calls me when she is in need.

4) open up herself towards me. [ no shy shy.. ]

5) clumsiness. [ in need of laughter =P ]

6) stupidity . [ i find it cute ]

7) love me for who i am .

8) knows or have interest in korean language. [ i find the language very... sexy...]

well thats bout it...
never thought much bout the points and the blah blah i would love to have in a girl...
i just believe...
when its time ...
its time...
theres no rush ...
or no specific points that i want to have in my future mate...
i just wanna love her the way she is...
and she to love me for who i am ....

A simpler place, where love was defined in simpler ways. One plus one equals two. . .

i tag ... everyone who believes in love.

~SWEET TIMES~

phobia.

arhh.. PHOBIA...
i have ICESKATIZM-PHOBIA...
hahaha made it up myself mainly...
im afraid of ice skating !!!!
not only afraid... I HATE ICE-SKATING
So, not to everyone out there if you ajak me go ice-skating i'm gonna flip you off...
no matter who you are....
serious, im NOT KIDDING. =(if you ask me to picture hell...
this photo is definitely my answer....

ohhh i ate wendy's today...
beh bai...

~SOUR TIMES~

the professionals

HAVE YOU EVER THANK GOD FOR PROFESSIONALS FOR DOING THEIR JOB???
well i never did ...
but after today ...
I , SIN SHOU-YI THANK GOD FOR PROFESSIONALS

BEFORE

due to my dumbness...
(REFER TO POST BELOW)

AFTER
whoo~ FIXED.


whooo~ i'm lovin' it...


~SWEET TIMES~

kebodohan leads to kekesalan...

Ahh... the dumbness of me...

wanted to do lines end up with a big patch gone man missing...
ahhhh ini lahh dipanggil kebodohan....
arhhhhhhhhh
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!ARHHHH!!!!!!!!!
ARHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

ARHHHH!! BODOHNYA !!!!!
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHARHHHHHHHHWEHHHHAERHHHHH




~SOUR TIMES~

take the hit.

Problems...
It tends to come to you no matter how you avoid it...
You can try running , hiding or even lying...
but its comes to the end that it will hit you...
and the more you run , hide or lie...
the more pain will be inflicted to you...
SO TAKE THE HIT...
be the bigger man...
Screw the pussies and fags that think violence is the solution..
Real Men uses their head ... and not their fist...
Real Men are does that could TAKE THE HIT !!!!





~SWEET TIMES~

Twilght. XDD.

~SWEET TIMES~

Taking the OATH

My PASSION.
One of main struggles i face in life...
is not the passion that is the problem...
but just merely finding it...
is near to 17 years i have live in this world...
yet i've fail to find what my passion is...
always having the tidak-apa attitude not knowing the damage i brought to myself...

i always tell myself to always do something i like...
but what do i like ???
what am i good at ???
what is my path ???

is guess is about time..
after 17 years of laid-back attitude ..
i think is time to step on the pedal and speed up...
to fill the hunger in me..
for i've starved for far too long...
is time for me go...
in search of my path...
in search of my passion...
in search of my destiny...

So, go ME ...
start your JOURNEY!!!!


~SWEET TIMES~

empty.

~SOUR TIMES~

the fadings.

~SOUR TIMES~

Calm Envy.

~SOUR TIMES~

New Moon.

"Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light
and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there
was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon,
everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the
stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."

~SWEET TIMES~